hey. brent here again! i'm helping minghui blog once again since her computer has some problem. yea minghui has been such nice company in the council room and student lounge these few days. i really appreciate it. thanks! anw, i shouldn't steal all the limelight away from her real entry. so yup, here's her entry!
Hmmx, promos’re coming up real soon… been trying to mug but still kinda hopeless. Help!!! =(
Sighx. Dunno y, been feeling weird lately. Esp today. Maybe its coz of lack of sleep. I dunno. Hopefully its juz lack of sleep… oh well. Think things haven been going as smoothly as I want them to be. but then again, I dunno how I want things to be like. This is really confusing. Haha. Maybe im stressed. I dunno. I somehow thought tt I cld juz laugh everything off. But I guess I wasn’t all tt right after all. Gotta thank those councilors who r always in cr n sl though! Hahas. =) somehow it juz feels better having pple to talk to n play with :P hee..
Anyhows, haha thanks to all those who have been helping me blog too! Hee anyone else who wants to help can ask me for pw too. Haha I think I’ll most prob give it to u =)
Oh n did I mention? Recently many of us have been addicted to Hailie’s Song. Haha. It really GrOwS on u!
“Yo
I can't sing
I feel like singing
I wannna f* sing
Cuz i'm happy
Yea' i'm happy
He He
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out”
Somedays i sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes i think there’s nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry
Sometimes i think i'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy!
Why am i here? am i just wastin' my time?
But when i see my baby
suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no)
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me
My baby girl keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes,
cuz they don't understand me
They just don’t see my real side
I act like shit don’t phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy!
My insecurities could eat me alive
But when i see my baby
suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she come back to me
Yeah man if i could sing,
i'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes,
i'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how i feel about her,
how proud i am that i got her
God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mom didn't abort her
Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona
That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cos there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul,
And just know that i grow colder the older i grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And i think my neck is breaking
should i just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
now look,
I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But i got a wife who's determined to make my life livin' hell
But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that i've wasted is nothing to the tears that ive tasted
So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples' backs bent over backwards for this woman
Man, i shoulda seen it comin, whad i stick my * up in?
Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if i'da seen what she was f*
But f* it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that i adore, hailie
So sayonara try tomorra, nice to know ya
my baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted
Now it don’t feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone’s leaning on me
Cos My baby knows that her daddy's a soldier
Nothing can take her from me
Woo!
i told you i can't sing.
Oh well, i tried
Hailie, remember when i said
If you ever need anything, daddy would be right there?
Guess what, daddy's here.
And i ain't goin nowhere baby
I love you (kiss)"
Yays finally got the lyrics. The song sounds nice though the lyrics r kinda harsh. But then again, since when r eminem’s songs not like this?! Lol. Kkaes im crapping alr. Hee
Oh yeah n CHERYL from talentime’s Cherry Chocolate Candy has been coming to nj to teach aerobics! Haha so cool! =) n she’s really good! She dances really well n she’s pretty! Hahhaa oh no I sound perverse. :P oh well! The dance moves r groovy! Haha but im still kinda slow in learning dances though. Hahas.
Kkaes. I shall go catch up on my sleep NOW!
Oh wait, shall reply to tags first. =)
Duffy: dun slack! Hahaha take care yah? N mugging’s ok lah! At least we study. I think =) haha yupz, cya in sch!
mel.p: hey dear =) I miss our pre-u sem grp! Yup, lets meet up soon! In the meantime, take care n all the best for ur promos! =)
yen: hehe yeah so sad I din get to see him! Aww man! LoLs. Yup yup, u take care too yah?? Jiayou for promos too! N after tt 6 of us go out again tgt?! Hee =) *hugs
cand: hey gal! Thanks for helping me blog! Hahaha. N go read ur gbk =) I juz posted a long long entry. Hee take care lots yah? N try to relax! Yepz, can look for me to chat yahs? Jiayou for promos too! *hugs =)
brentZ: hey hey! Hee thanks for helping me blog AGAIN! Hahhas. I bet u’re having fun blogging though. Lol. Hmm anw, mug hard yah? Haha n dun slack so much! Thanks for doing sooooooo many favours for me! take care n jiayou for promos too! Cya ard in sch! =)