Saturday, September 18, 2004

hey. brent here again! i'm helping minghui blog once again since her computer has some problem. yea minghui has been such nice company in the council room and student lounge these few days. i really appreciate it. thanks! anw, i shouldn't steal all the limelight away from her real entry. so yup, here's her entry!

Hmmx, promos’re coming up real soon… been trying to mug but still kinda hopeless. Help!!! =(

Sighx. Dunno y, been feeling weird lately. Esp today. Maybe its coz of lack of sleep. I dunno. Hopefully its juz lack of sleep… oh well. Think things haven been going as smoothly as I want them to be. but then again, I dunno how I want things to be like. This is really confusing. Haha. Maybe im stressed. I dunno. I somehow thought tt I cld juz laugh everything off. But I guess I wasn’t all tt right after all. Gotta thank those councilors who r always in cr n sl though! Hahas. =) somehow it juz feels better having pple to talk to n play with :P hee..

Anyhows, haha thanks to all those who have been helping me blog too! Hee anyone else who wants to help can ask me for pw too. Haha I think I’ll most prob give it to u =)

Oh n did I mention? Recently many of us have been addicted to Hailie’s Song. Haha. It really GrOwS on u!

“Yo
I can't sing 
I feel like singing
I wannna  f* sing 
Cuz i'm happy
Yea' i'm happy
He He
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out” 
 
Somedays i sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes i think there’s nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry 
Sometimes i think i'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy!
Why am i here? am i just wastin' my time? 
But when i see my baby
suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no)
 
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me 
 
My baby girl keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, 
cuz they don't understand me
They just don’t see my real side 
I act like shit don’t phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy!
My insecurities could eat me alive 
But when i see my baby
suddenly i'm not crazy!
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes 
 
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she come back to me 
 
Yeah man if i could sing, 
i'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes, 
i'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how i feel about her, 
how proud i am that i got her
God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mom didn't abort her
Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona
That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cos there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul,
And just know that i grow colder the older i grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And i think my neck is breaking 
should i just give up or try to live up to these expectations? 
 
now look,
I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But i got a wife who's determined to make my life livin' hell
But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that i've wasted is nothing to the tears that ive tasted
So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples' backs bent over backwards for this woman
Man, i shoulda seen it comin, whad i stick my * up in?
Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up  if i'da seen what she was f*
But f* it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that i adore, hailie
So sayonara try tomorra, nice to know ya
my baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted 
 
Now it don’t feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone’s leaning on me
Cos My baby knows that her daddy's a soldier
Nothing can take her from me
 
Woo!
i told you i can't sing.
Oh well, i tried
Hailie, remember when i said
If you ever need anything, daddy would be right there?
Guess what, daddy's here.
And i ain't goin nowhere baby
I love you (kiss)"

Yays finally got the lyrics. The song sounds nice though the lyrics r kinda harsh. But then again, since when r eminem’s songs not like this?! Lol. Kkaes im crapping alr. Hee

Oh yeah n CHERYL from talentime’s Cherry Chocolate Candy has been coming to nj to teach aerobics! Haha so cool! =) n she’s really good! She dances really well n she’s pretty! Hahhaa oh no I sound perverse. :P oh well! The dance moves r groovy! Haha but im still kinda slow in learning dances though. Hahas.

Kkaes. I shall go catch up on my sleep NOW!

Oh wait, shall reply to tags first. =)

Duffy: dun slack! Hahaha take care yah? N mugging’s ok lah! At least we study. I think =) haha yupz, cya in sch!

mel.p: hey dear =) I miss our pre-u sem grp! Yup, lets meet up soon! In the meantime, take care n all the best for ur promos! =)

yen: hehe yeah so sad I din get to see him! Aww man! LoLs. Yup yup, u take care too yah?? Jiayou for promos too! N after tt 6 of us go out again tgt?! Hee =) *hugs

cand: hey gal! Thanks for helping me blog! Hahaha. N go read ur gbk =) I juz posted a long long entry. Hee take care lots yah? N try to relax! Yepz, can look for me to chat yahs? Jiayou for promos too! *hugs =)

brentZ: hey hey! Hee thanks for helping me blog AGAIN! Hahhas. I bet u’re having fun blogging though. Lol. Hmm anw, mug hard yah? Haha n dun slack so much! Thanks for doing sooooooo many favours for me! take care n jiayou for promos too! Cya ard in sch! =)

min: heh yeah, its starting to become like everyone else’s blog! Haha if u want u can help me blog too! Hee anws, haven been talking to u for a v v v long time! Gotta catch up sometime yah? Anyhows, take care lots n jiayou for promos too! *hugs =)

Thursday, September 16, 2004

minghui!!! i'm helping u blog. hahaha. shall sweep away the cobwebs of ur blog. hahaha.
anw, mugging session has started. boohooo.
ok. cant think of much to write now. my brain's overworked alr. haha.
u take care ya?
~cand

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

boo. brent here, i'm helping minghui blog again haha. here's what she blogged:

<>Hahas. Yay im back! To reply to tags! Hehe I dunno wad I wanted to blog. But no time anws. Lol. Yay ok, here goes:
Cand: hey dear! Hahas yeah man sn rawks!! Hmmx u take care too yah? Take care lots lots! N yay! U can walk!!! WooHoo~! Yeah n muz mug kaes? Mugger four rawks! Hahhaa =) cya!
Furlin: hey! =) haha thanks! Jiayou for EVERYTHING too yah?! N yeah, the tagline rocks!! =P
Placer: hey slacker! Hahaha its Mrs HOO. Lol. Her son, Dylan is so so sooo cute!!!! Hahhaa. N u better study hard kaes! Play to distress but muz study toos! Take care n all the best for ur prelims! =)
BrentZ: hello brent! =) whee mugger four rawks! Lol. Oohh tt chant sounds scary! Hahaha. Take care too n I’ll cya real soon! =)
tho.c: hey! How did u find my blog?! Haha anws! U’re welcome! N ur performance was great! Yepz, take care n cya ard in sch! =)
ahlam: hey hey! Haha yeahs HaPpY SePtEmBeR HoLiDaYs to u too! N jiayou for ur prelims! Take care =)
rach: hey dear =) u’re welcome (= n its really easy to be happy noe?! Juz smile frm the bottom of ur heart! =D yepz, take care lots yeah? Cya ard in school! N I wanna see u smile too! =)
wei: heys! Ahhh y din u go back?! I miss 4L!!! hahaha u take care too okies?! Lol. Hope to see u soon! =)
xiaomei: hahahs. Hello! Lol. Please do ur work! Haha thanks dear study hard for ur exams too yah? =) *hugs back*
aud: hey gal! Hope u’re better yah? Cheer up n I miss life in sn toos! Haix haha nvm, anws, take care lots too gal! Lets meet up n talk soon when we have the time ;) luv ya too =)
griever: hahas yay =) my temperament isn’t so shun all the time, juz tt I try not to let things bother me too much =) yepz, take care n cya ard yah?! =)
nette: hey gal! =) hahas u too! N all the best for ur promos as well! Hahaha hope to see u real soon! =) take care lots!
Pradz: hey bro! Haha lots have been happening! So much tt I cant even rmb! Lol anw hope u had lotsa fun during P5 camp! U r lucky man! haha. Kkaes, take care anws! N cya real soon too yeah?! =)