hahas this is kinda lag but i just love our gatherings even when we dun do much! lol. slept over at yixi's house frm friday to saturday. met min at her void deck as usual n we went straight to yx's house. but it was so dark that we cldnt exactly recognise the bus stop n we got off earlier! had to walk all the way to her house... so blur lah. after that we juz watched the last episode of friends while waiting for the rest to arrive. they were all late! haha so funny, we din let hf in coz she was the latest. lol. anw we played mahjong for awhile while some of them sang. luckily no one was at home n the neighbours had their house renovated so there was no one to disturb. heh yep. made quite a lot of noise i think n dunno y, we all started singing old songs. those really ancient songs that even i dun rmb. haha ok actually only they were singing. i din really have the energy to sing after going shopping for 4 consecutive days before that. yup, watched the parent trap after that while waiting for time to pass, coz we wanted to celebrate kahyen's bday at 12. haha actually quite lame coz even before that some of us were sleepy n all alr. finally after watching the parent trap, we cldnt take it n when yen went to the toilet for awhile, we got everything ready. when she came out, min was trying hard to distract her i think. haha hf was so funny. she wanted to walk in frm the garden! it was so dark lah, n poor max followed her all the way for nothing coz he was locked out as usual. haha poor dog! think min n yen got a fright coz it was really dark outside n suddenly hf was there with the lighted candles. i think i wld have freaked out too! so scary! lol. oh oh!! the bday cake yixi got frm the east coast shop was very very nice!! dunno how to describe but it was really nice, haha but cannot eat too much coz we're preparing for prom. hahas. oh n royce chocolate's v nice too! heh. we're pigs, aren't we?! but its ok, haha just enjoy man! hmmx watched full house after that. tt was the second time i watched it n i fell asleep soon after. was already in that dreamy, going-to-sleep state alr anw. haha they stayed up till ard 3 or 4 to watch?! my goodness. woke up at 10 plus the next day n we went to jalan kayu for prata as brunch. bought otah after that too. the paper prata was super oily! omg. walked back n continued watching full house! haha so exciting! heh. yeah actually tt was basically wad we did. really nothing much right. ahha but its ok, its the company that makes it worth it =) 6 years! WoW! love u girls!

oh yah! went to the airport juz now. hahaha to welcome my cousin back to singapore! hehs. yay he's finally back but he looked so different. omg everyone got a shock lah! hahas quite funny actually

hmmx been trying to clear up all my stuff for the past week. quite efficient i must say, even though it still looks very messy. haha but its the quality that matters noe. finally managed to put away all my notes, textbooks, tys n all other school-related stuff. n sorta rearrange my stuff. still gotta take quite some time but i shall juz do things at my own pace. hahas i like this =)

kori! haha i dun have the vcds coz my sis borrowed them frm her fren. anw last papers for u tmr huh! finally! all the best bro!

kimkimkim! hahas actually its quite nice calling "kimkimkim" lol. wad secrets do u have?!?! hahaha of course we cannot say wad secret we have if not its not a secret alr right?! hahas lets go shopping tgt again! =) but maybe after prom hahaha getting lazy alr..

jw-! oopsie y did i type dkny?! my gosh. hahaa nvm i think we get the idea huh? it shd be nydc. hahaha oh my.. anw cya on thursday pretty girl! =)

kai! hey u funny girl now everyone noes we have a secret! hahaha =)

posted by linez @ 10:36 PM

yanyi! yeah man i watched so much tv during the As! sigh but its a good way of destressing =) hahas cya soon during the mm gathering! =)

sokieee! ahahs so funky! lol funny la u.. channel u shows r quite nice too wad! haha esp wang zi bian qing wa. but its ending on wed =( oh well. haha good luck for the rest of ur papers yeah! hang in there girl! =)

SuNsHInE! haas u r smart lor. but yeah amos is smarter. oh well. haha nvm and good luck for ur s papers yeah! =)

caijie! hey girl! hahas i hope this entry's decent enough. hahaha not much to blog abt n even if there is, i'll be kinda lazy to. heh pai seh. anws, study hard next yr kaes! jiayou! =) haha tc girl

kim! kimkim! hui is censored lah. so sad haha i dunno y either. bleah cya!

-rArD! hahahah u have good taste! lol. anw good luck for ur s papers! =)

jw-! :( i'll miss u too! hahas jiewei jiewei.. my dear partner i'll cya tmr! haha luv ya girl!

yen! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! hahas yayy sleepover!! cant wait! hahas take care in the meantime!

woohoo~! hahas haven been able to blog since the end of As coz everything's so packed so far! wahahahs. feel so good that there's no more studying for now. like for the next few months. hahas.

anw chem paper 1 was the last paper for us. kinda weird coz i was stunned by the first qn lah. haha i cldnt see much differences between the 4 definitions for relative atomic mass i think. n there was this qn that was in the tys n i think it came out for one of the sch tests or sth but i still dunno how to do that. oh well nvm, its over! =) hehe

went out with the class for dinner after that. luckily we decided to go to dkny earlier coz awhile after we settled down, we saw S12 outside n apparently they din have enough seats. heh. went walking ard with jiewei, kairu n jas after dinner. n the class girls r going shopping tmr again! =)

hmm anw watching full house, this korean drama. ahha so funny! n its v nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! makes me fall in love with korea somehow. but singapore will always be my first love. lols. kk shall go watch! bye! =)

posted by linez @ 9:52 PM

my new favourite song for now. hahas go n listen to it on 98.7! i juz like the tune haahs. no hidden meaning or anything. yups. anw, physics tmr. good luck!

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry) by Craig David

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more 

posted by linez @ 10:15 PM

Because of You        by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


More than Words            by Frankie J

Sayin' I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make-it-real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know

What would you do if I took those words in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love..... you!

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just, reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed me to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know


I'm Just a Kid           by Simple Plan

I woke up it was seven
I waited 'till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid...Repeat 6x)

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that its not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

Tonight I'm all alone
Tonight nobody cares
Tonight cuz I'm just a kid tonight



just felt like posting the above three songs. dear mich got me to notice n like "because of you" coz she wanted to figure
out the lyrics on her own.
hahas funny girl, anw its here! hehs. n i love frankie j's songs! they sound so... soothing. haha i dunno, somehow.
oh yeah n that simple plan song.. haven heard it for very long n i just wanted to rmb wad it sounded like. hahas yup!
still think it sounds quite sad. haha
studying sucks! arrgh. i can't wait.

posted by linez @ 10:07 PM

warning: this is going to be a really crappy entry. so i think i shd put the crappy parts in white.

arrgh wad's happening to me?! arrgh. its only a few more days to As. the beginning of the As. the big big As. as if. oh wadeva. but still, for now its supposed to be the most impt thing in my life. n wad have i been doing?! watching tV! oh man. help help help. haha i think im really crazy. somehow i juz dun feel the anxiety. there's this uncertainty abt how im going to fare for it, given how my result have been. sure, i dare say i've put in more effort now than ever before in the past 2 years. n most of all, i did them mostly on my own. hahaha tuitions r not really v helpful actually. oops. but still, its ok some of my doubts have been cleared permanently. yeah. tt's quite good, even though i dun think i wanna do anything related to physics next time. hahas. who cares how much force is acting on an object tt happens to be falling frm the sky?! even though i finally kinda like tt topic after 6 years. hahahaha so lag right. oh wells. hmm but i kinda like radioactivity. n quantum. haha gotta try to rmb quite a lot of stuff tt i always forget though. not good. hmm oh wells, its next week anws. have to focus on math n chem paper 3 n gp. gp! oh my speaking of gp, i wrote an essay for ms rattna to mark but i haven collectd it yet. i think it has been in her letter tray for ard one week. n counting. shall go take it before the maths paper on tuesday. or shd i get it after the paper? hmm... shall see. haha honestly this is real crappy. but its ok, they're juz my really random thoughts.

just watched the national geographic channel. seriously i cant get my eyes off the tv. arrgh where's all that self-discipline?! huh?! i dunno. anw i dun mind it this time coz it was really interesting! it was abt this guy's investigation on the 1916 incident in America, when a few pple were attacked by sharks. initially, the papers only reported the first victim being attacked by a fish. then after subsequent attacks, they pinpointed the shark as the culprit. in fact, they named the great white shark as the culprit but the host of the show wasnt convinced n so he went to investigate it. initially, he went back to the scene of the crime. according to experts, great white sharks are seawater fish n they cannot survive in freshwater. the water at the scene, however, was rather fresh. as in, the concentration of salt in the water was quite low compared to the nominal amt needed for the great white to survive. in the midst of all the guessing n pinpointing, people forgot abt the fact that there was another species of sharks that are as agressive n that can survive in freshwater - the bullshark. so they started investigating whether the bullshark was in fact the man-eating monster. they travelled halfway ard the world to culcutta. (or kolkata) there, they met a number of victims who survived n recounted their experiences. their muscles were torn off mercilessly n some even had their limbs pulled off! my goodness. anw after not being able to find evidence of any sharks in the river, they went back to america n dug up the mud at the scene of crime. n they found a lot of teeth frm the sharks. it had seemed like there wld be a glimmer of hope for them but their findings proved kinda useless. however, the cool thing was they had found fossils of teeth!!!! so cool right?!??!?!?! wahahah ok it might sound crazy but i'm really interested in fossils. haha n those artefacts n stuff. so yeah, its so interesting! to me. haahs. anw so in the end, it was concluded that the bullshark might be a more convincing culprit even though any cases of sharks coming up the reef are very very rare.

ok tt was abt wad i juz watched. hahas. watched a lot of programmes but nvm, shall not waste even more time blogging abt them. haha kkaes shall go sleep now! bye! =)

eil! OMG! hahaha serious?!!? so smart! haha okay i think i said that coz.. well u noe y lah. haahs anw my As end on the 18th! lol. cant wait! yups take care girl! cya during the mm gathering! =)

SuNsHIne! hahas u better study lah, though i think u're smart enough to do well. heh. tc!

Piuzy! thanks! =)

kori! so late?! i din noe that. anw i replied ur tag on ur blog lah. haha go read that instead.

hf! hahas thanks!! lucks to u too! jiayou k! den we can all celebrate together! =) tc!

posted by linez @ 11:12 PM

oh man oh man oh man its less than one week to the beginning of the As! hahas think im starting to feel the difference. everyone's mugging n i dun dare to not study. bleah. nvm, shall juz study as best as i can. i can do it! n so can everyone else! jiayou!! =)

btw, the movie national treasure's nice. haha n wang zi bian qing wa on channel u. oh gosh tv overdose nowadays. i juz hate it when i'm the last to finish my exams. arrgh.

posted by linez @ 11:00 PM