Thursday, June 30, 2005

Bad Day by Daniel Powter


Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

haha no double meaning, juz felt tt this song's nice! heh =)

anw, CTs r over! yays. haha finally! spent almost the whole day on wed sleeping after i came home after physics paper lah.
din study much for chem tt day. luckily i studied beforehand. hahas anw shall not talk abt such stuff alr. *yawnz* im kinda tired.
again. omg haha im such a pig! shucks. okie shall go sleep anw haha nitez! =D

haha n to those who tagged, wishing my good luck for tests, JoE, shan, Piuzy, brent, yz, caijie n ahlam! haha thanks so much! lols. =)
take care all of u ! =)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

WooHoo~! 2 down, 2 more to go! hahas im more excited abt the prospect of having a one week break after the cts than anything. its like another make-up holiday of some sort after cts. juz like the previous march hols, which were used for studying for cts too! haha cool~! hmmx okay time to go study for physics! omg so much more to study! OMG.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

i'm blur. hais haha nvm. shall try to clear my mind first coz i cant even think straight!

anyway!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MINTZE(21st june) n RUIJUN(23rd june)!!!

hahaha all 6 of us met up to celebrate their bdays! my gosh nothing tt we planned was successful! hahaha hmmm other than meeting at the time we planned, at 7.30 pm coz according to hf, it wld be more romantic at night. lol. so anw, kahyen, yixi n i met first. went back to my house to keep the cake in the fridge n watch tv n wait for hf to arrive. boiled 4 eggs too, but dunno for wad. hahas yeah den hf came n we all planned a surprise at min's house - light the candles on the cake, hide in the stairs until hf brought her out n surprise both the bday girls. BUT! rj said she wld be late n by the time we decided to start with our plan, rj reached alr! initially i was supposed to go fetch her frm the guardhouse but by the time we walked to min's void deck, she was there hiding! we had no time to prepare!!! luckily hf, yixi n ky went up first. called them n guess wad?! yixi n kahyen had no lighter to light the candles with n hf went into min's house alr! omg. hahaha n frm the lift, rj n i ran to the other side of the corridor to avoid being seen. n at the same time, hf n min were alr walking out to the corridor! HahaHaHaHA the surprise was so not surprising lah. the cake was presented w/o the candles being lighted. lol but it was damn funny! to make everything perfect n go according to plan, we redid everything! with the candles lighted this time. hahahas my goodness. how successful were we?! hahas n then when we wanted to give them their presents, the "surprise" was somehow not a surprise either. LoL. oh wells. but we had lotsa fun!!! hahaha finally cld meet up again! YayS n we're having steamboat again after cts!! cant waitttt!!!! =D

pradz! heyyaa hahaha oh man that catwalk's so notorious alr! hahas but it was quite fun. lol n damn funny lah, cant believe i actually did that! haha anw tc yeah! =) study hard for the last few days b4 u-noe-wad! =)

ycube! hahaha yeah lor. DIY. hahs i told u y alr right. actually i dunno y either hahahas. oh wells but tc girl =)

kai! hahas yeah u tagged everything! heh anw study hard girl =)

brentZ! hahas! oh yes our dear nerd. haha *refer to reply to pradz' tag* =D

shuhui*! hahas u study hard too girl!! =D

goi! lol. i still dun like it! hahaha! :P

yz! heya! eh actually i kinda forgot y its ur fav alr. but i love tt song too!! hahah i kept listening to it juz now lor. sooo nice! heh anw i dun think we'll have chem prac lessons alr lehz. how? =( haah oh well we'll find time to talk haha take care! =)

kori! hahas i like it! its quite cute hahas u sound philosophical as usual but its true. heh =) tc!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

hahaha "First Day of My Life" is playing on the radio now. makes me think of brenda! n how she hated this song last yr? lols.

anw, been having lotsa random thoughts these few days. haha other than sleeping. n since im bored n dun feel like studying i shall post some here. btw, these r juz my opinions yah. no offense to anyone in particular =)

random thought 1:
i want my long hair back! hahaha oh man it sucks now. shdnt have cut it again! bleah. cant tie much of it up. n the fringe looks so thick. omg. yucks so ugly. hahas okie i shdnt have cut my fringe on my own! actually my sis cut it for me. but tt's not the point. the point is that i shdnt have even thought of not going to the hairdresser n cutting my fringe on my own! esp when i cut it sooooo short. hahahah hurry up! grow faster, hair!

random thought 2:

i hate it when pple cry coz they want sth. i dun mind it if u cry coz u're sad or sth but definitely not juz coz u want to garner sympathy. i hate it when pple wanna make pple sympathise with them juz coz they look really sad n all. n sometimes, its because of really minute stuff. wad's the use of making others feel for u n making the world seem so depressing n all juz so that u can get what u want?! hmmx okay i admit i'm quite bad at consoling pple. or cheering pple up. oh wells haha i guess its juz me. bleahs. but i still dun like it when pple cry to get what they want! crying wun get u far. haha growing up will!

random thought 3:
sighh where're we all gonna go after the hols end? no more council room alr =( n it doesnt seem to feel right if we still go to the sl. haha though my direct juniors r the ones in charge of the 2 rooms now. it juz doesnt feel right. its not ours alr. haix. ahhhh i feel kinda lost. no more places to go to to slack or juz go to before assembly. i miss the 37th! haha still love everyone in it! oh yes 37th rocks! 4eva n eva n eva n eva n... yeah u get the idea. haha =)

random thought 4:
HaPpY FaThEr'S DaY!!! WooHoo~! hahaha juz rmbed again. was damn funny coz i sent a msg on behalf of the three of us ( my 2 sisters n i), wishing my dad happy father's day! n guess wad, i sent it too early. coz it was only eleven plus. so i sent another msg apologising for sending so early. then at 12 i sent the same msg again. my goodness. how dumb can i get. but in any case, he only read the msg this morning. n i wrote "good night!" in the msg (_")

random thought 5:
i wanna go overseas! i miss obk! esp after looking at my photos again. coz i FINALLY developed the photos i had wanted to develop frm after 1st 3 months. frm the old junior S13 sentosa outing till invest. my gosh, i had such a tiring time slotting all 207 pics into the album. wahahah but i'm glad its done =) i miss my nicer hair then! oh man i sound like a bimbo. hahah dun care, i still miss it n its the truth!

hmmmm those were really really random. haha feels quite good to juz type wadeva pops into my mind. eh.. okie sis needs to use the comp again. hahas byebye!

jw-! haha no, it juz means ur dad looks young. haha i think. =)

leech! hahas yep, we're BOUND to do well. hahaha take care! =)

wilL! LoLs. dun worry i think almost everyone's been slacking. hahaha lets all jiayou for the last week yah! no more slacking! hehe tc too! =)

Geeks Get the Girls by American Hi-Fi

Another Friday night, to get the feeling right
At the bar, when he sees her coming over
Whatcha gonna do, when she walks up to you?
Tongue tied, better get yourself together
Pound another drink, to give him time to think
'What's your sign?' - 'Hey, I think you know a friend of mine'
All the stupid lines that he had ever heard
Wouldn't come to mind
He couldn't say a word

[CHORUS]
Tonight, tonight he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls

Got her holdin' steady
Forgot her name already
Sweatin' hard, not a smooth operator
She's got it going on, dancing to her favorite song
He's got the line, 'Is it your place or mine?'
She turns and walks away
Where did he go wrong?
But waiting by the car she said, 'What took you so long?'

[CHORUS]

The very next day he guessed she ran away
The one and only in his bed so lonely
She comes walkin' in, with coffee and a grin
Crazy as it seems, it wasn't just a dream
And all around the world people shouted out,
'The geeks got the girl!'

Last night, he finally got it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
Shout it all around the world
'Cause the geeks get the girls [2X]

Shout it all around the world
'Cause the geeks get the girls.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Untitled by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
sad sad song... kinda. but its nice =) like all simple plan songs. hahaha anw im bored! damn bored. bleahs. been stuck at home for a long long time. not tt i wanna go out. i dunno, juz being plain lazy i guess. haiii haha i feel like a pig! okay other than the times i go running n helping out with a little housework. this is wad happens when i dun wanna study n m too lazy to go out n yet wanna try to work out. hahaha gosh. anw i went running at the stadium again! but this time only with my dad. haha think everyone else present thought my dad's my bf larhs. coz he looks so young. lol. n he thinks so too. omg. tt's so lame!!

kim! hmmm hope u studied during the break! haha hope u're managing ur trainings n stuff well too yah =) hahaha yups u take care too!

brentZ! heya! yeah man exbounders! sounds cool! but old lol. yeps u study hard too yah! take care! =)

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

our Cia juniors rock too! lols. esp my 2 dear direct juniors. gloria n alfred! haah they got me a doll tt says "u're the greatest" n its named lucky! haha so cute right. n the hp accesory. *sighx* love them! hehe the whole comm gave us a photo frame each! specially decorated by each cia member. personalised n everything. lol. n the photo! an almost full cia photo! with the exception on leon.. oh wells. haha n we can see fbu in the background too. ahhhh so cool~!

yesterday's jts was quite lame. haha coz the yck/amk pple, aka gerard, bobby, brenda n i decided to meet at 4 at yck mrt.(when we were all supposed to meet at bedok mrt at 4. hehe) but of course, pple were late. haha n when we reached bedok mrt, we waited for ages before deciding to cab down to ecp. again. heh anw most of the time was spent near the beach, peering at this really deep hole tt someone else dug in the sand. yeah n we realised tt the juniors love speaking in chinese! haha was quite weird at first. hmmx went walking ard with brenda a few times n each time we walked off frm the rest, we took ages to come back! lol. in the end everyone else was trying to call us back n gloria went to fetch us. haha si yuan's so auntie-like! oh man. but they're a hilarious bunch too. hahahaha oh man. CiA rocks! esp the seniors. LoL.

oh yah! i received the letter tt i wrote to myself! lols. ok tt din sound right. haha coz during obk, we were all supposed to have a solo day before the expedition, when we were supposed to write a letter to ourselves 6 months later (which is now). the pple frm obs kept our letters until 6 months after obk, when they sent them back to us. did some reflections n all then n it was a really great experience, finally having time to reflect abt my life n all. haha with the exception of leon n mervyn climbing all over the rocks some distance away, that is. kinda forgot wad i wrote in the letter so when i read it, everything juz came flooding back! including the sights n sounds tt i heard when i was sitting on the really huge n white rock near the water. with the mountains surrounding us, the clear, blue sky with only some wispy clouds, the really clear water, the cool air... the view frm where i din feel like budging frm was fabulous! *sighx* i miss obk!

kai! hahaha no link at all! but nvm. hehe i miss obk too! n the oblumut pple juz came back. ahhh.. hahaha anws u study hard yah. lols. though we both suck at econs. lol. tc girl! cya real soon!

emmi! hahas u dun wanna study?! haha i finally started to regain momentum lah. dun wanna get wad i got before i dropped econs le. haha tt sucked. jiayou papa! u can do it! hehe =)

Piuzy! still drunk?! haha tsk tsk.

kim! hmm... wad do u feel? hmm....... msg me or sth! lol.

Friday, June 10, 2005

ahh! i juz realised the previous post was dated 8th june! ie, mich n ruixia's birthdays! WooHoo~! hahaha happy belated bday dears! its so cool to have ur bday on the same day as ur fren isnt it! oh man.. hahas.

anw! juz finished watching this chinese drama serial tong yi wu yan xia haha actually its the repeat telecast but its still very nice!!! ahh cant stand it.

hmmx had Aerius jts yesterday! so sweet of the juniors. hahas. met kairu at ard 3 to go to aloha loyang first. met up with our og! ok, most of the pple. yeps. really nice to see all of them again! esp those in other jcs. which was the majority of the pple present. hmmx. stayed there for awhile, watching the girls playing in the pool. lol. yah den we walked all the way back out to the interchage n waited super long for the bus to get to east coast! hahas. n yup we were the latest. lols. think they finished eating alr or sth? heh the juniors were so cute! they celebrated xinyi n huilin's birthdays without even the smallest hint abt it! my gosh. hahaha so sweet. n they gave the seniors notes again! its so sweet of the juniors lah! anw since gaius kept wanting pple to get dunked into the water, he got dunked FIRST! WooHoo~! lols. btw ecp was sooooooooooooooo windy last night. everything was flying ard. haha including our hair! the strong sea breeze was really nice though =) really enjoyed myself laughing AHAHaHahahaHAH cabbed to amk station with huilin n gaius, n it was like jts all the way! huilin treated! oh man. haha she's so nice. =D yups reached home at a not-so-early time but my sisters were watching LOST. haha so yeah. dunno wad's the link but nvm. hee. oohh yay heyyyyy Aerius baby! ooh ahh! they gotta knowwwww Aerius gonna win! lols.

oh yah! n i finished reading The Rescue too! hahas quite nice. =) yay i think i have good taste in choosing books. lol though i do so very very ocassionally. heh. oh wells there was this really *ahem* sensual part but other than that i think the story's quite nice. its rather sad towards the end but isnt tt wad life's like? sometimes u have ur ups n sometimes things juz dun go the way u want them too. hahahahaha suddenly sound so philosophical. hmmMM shall go rest my poor eyes. haha yups take care peeps! =)

diana! hahaha din see u at the class chalet yesterday! sighs. but it was nice seeing u on sunday. haha u muz study hard too okay! love ya too!

kori! ahahaha =D

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

arrgh. wanted to sleep early but clearly i cant. sighs. been like tt for the past few days! or nights. hahaha oh dammit. my mind juz keeps working clockwork, thinking abt lots n lotsa stuff. not very good yah.

anw, actually i was supposed to meet chii tarng online like more than half an hour ago but then i switched off my phone v early n then coz i cldnt sleep i switched it on again n then i received his msg tt he's online! omg. but tt was so long ago n he was sleepy so he went to sleep le. arrhhh SO SORRYYYY!!!!!! oh man. sorry sorry... i promise to leave my phone on longer nxt time. hahaha not funny. oops!

hmmx. halfway thru reading "The Rescue" by Nicholas Sparks. haha its quite nice =) kinda "a walk to rmb"-ish to me. but its still nice.. *melts* haha but then im only like halfway thru?!?! lol. finally returned frm being lazy after a few yrs, in which i din read a single storybook! hahaha i still like readin but its kinda time-consuming for me. bleahs. im contradicting myself! muz be coz i cant sleep. which muz be coz i've been thinking too much again. sighs. or maybe its coz of the heavy dinner i had juz now! arrgghhhh. haha all the calories tt i burnt while running juz now have all been replenished. oh yay.

haha btw pradeep, even if i want to go on a holiday, i cant! =( *sobx* hahaha yeah anw u take care yah! =)

shall try to go sleep again. bleahs. at least i dun have a headache now. yays! oh man. wad's happening to me. i dun sound like myself! hmmmmmmmmmmmmm okok niteZ! =)

Friday, June 03, 2005

bleahs. haha decided to blog again! WooHoo~! lols. haiyah cant stand it. think im very lazy but then.. i dunno either. oh wells. hahas. been trying to do integration the whole day n its getting to me. all the "x"s n dy/dx blah blah blah. n i still dunno how to sketch family of curves. so dead. hahas nvm. anw! i juz heard this song tt's so cute! its titled "everyday i love u less n less" hahahahahah oh man. it sounds damn funny lah! hahas.

ooh anw we went to sch yesterday for chem lesson n one math question. yes, u read correctly. ONE question. hahahaha so lame. anw after tt ruixia, mich, kairu, joyce, jiewei n i went to thai noodle house to eat lunch. the smarter pple (aka mich, kai n i) took bus down one stop (ok maybe not that economical) while the healthier pple (ruixia, jiewei n joyce) walked in the scorching heat! hahas in the end they took quite long to come. haha saw soonkit n his 2 frens there too. n we were talking abt the dreams we had the night before. hahas. coz mine was so weird lah! i dreamt of myself n my sec sch fren walking frm st nicks canteen but eating the sandwiches tt they sell in nj. n as usual she ate faster than me so i was juz telling her "eh i hope sharon phua doesnt come" n immediately after tt i saw sp! omg. hahas. so we started running away coz she kept scolding this girl who was eating kinder surprise. n funnily tt girl was eating it with the box.?!?! weird. yah. so we were running up this flight of stairs tt look like those in st nicks, all the way to the top of the building which was some dilapidated place with some air-con compressors n algae (?!?!?!). we ran along the corridor then on a wooden bridge under some trees until we saw a track. n on the track i saw some 37th council guys playing badminton! n then i think i woke up. hahaha. so weird! oh wells dreams r juz dreams haha. they better be.

oh! i finished reading the da vinci code! haha yay! lols. yichao was so funny yesterday lah. he kept asking me "eh, so who's the mastermind? who is it?who is it?who is it?" hahhaha so funny.

oh yeah n to those going for oblumut, have fun n take care peeps! =)

emmi! papa! hahaha i finished reading the da vinci code alr! YAYs! hahas

yen! yays lets go again! haha. min was asking me when we're going out again. lets go soon okay? i hope. haha but dun go too early! if not the food sucks. ask rj haha

pradz! hahahahha i finished reading! YAY!!

hengnutz! heys! hahhas its been great working with u too! esp for open day deco n sf council production etc etc etc. haha thanks for being in the 37th too! n yes update ur blog again! hahas. enjoy ur hols too! =)

veron! oei! haha yays i hope u guys did a good job! haha its fun actually juz tt i think we all left a lot of stuff. heh. oops. yup anw i'll try to stay focused hahas tc n enjoy ur hols yah!

Duffy! yoyoyo! yup yup its been great working with u guys! haha thanks to u too! n 852 rocks hahas. enjoy ur hols n muz study k! haha tc!

wilL! wilson! haha shall be nice n call u tt for once. hehs. anw u muz study hard too gp classmate! hahas thanks for everything! tc!

huilin! hey girl! yay u found my blog! hahas thanks =) anw u enjoy ur hols too yah? tc n cya ard in sch! =)