BiTs 'N PiEces oF mY LifE...

this sux.
dunno if i shd have expected it.
its my fault actually since i din prioritise correctly.
he was right to chide me last night.
im really really sorry i disappointed them.
but sorry doesnt mean anything now.
everything's done.
all i can do is to work hard n try to keep my 4 subs. no more trying alr. i tested the waters at the wrong time. sighz, i really wish i cld turn back time! :( oh well, no use crying over spilt milk.
lets juz see how it goes...

hmmx anw, thanks lots to everyone who was comforting me n trying to cheer me up yesterday n today! really glad to have so many wonderful frens. it really made facing the music easier =)
dun worry, im ok. hahas. juz have to study... a lot harder than i have been
haha at least OD's over. not much to stress myself over alr. n yesterday's review felt great coz i was able to vent my irritation, even though it was juz a small part. but still, it felt good! hahas.

its ok, Life Goes On. =)

WelComE To My LifE by Simple Plan =)
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life


oh haha did i mention i feel artistic?! lols. i wrote all 26 letters of the alphabet using Paint! WoW :p

posted by linez @ 4:30 PM

hey hey hey!!!!! hahahs i'm back! yay!!! hmmx, before anything, i juz wanna say something:
OpEn DaY 2004 RaWkEd!!!! WooHoo~! =P hahas.

yup, after months of planning n chionging n bugging tchers n all that, its finally over! haha sorry i'm slow :p OD was on 16th October! hee but din have time to blog till now... oh well!
anws, i wanna thank lotsa pple!
KaH YeN n BeA! thanks loads dears for all the help! hahas. esp when i think i kinda made things seem even more confusing, both of u were there to help me! really apreciate it lots lots!! yay open day's finally over but i'll miss the deco comm pple too! hee anws, thanks loads loads and take care lots okie?! ilu both!! =)
deco comm (saumya, dawn, maxine, gaius, lionel, peiling, kairu n esp heng wee!) hey guys, really glad to have u in my com! hahas. n thanks so much for coming down for most of the meetings n helping to contribute ideas for deco and all... w/o u all, our proposals wld suck :p haha seriously. take care too yeah! DECO RAKWS! =)
pradeep n khad! hey hey our i/cs! hahas. great job in planning for OD too!! whee it was a success coz of ur GREAT job in coordinating us and stuff!! =) hahas. u rawk as much as OD itself! =) take care loads yah!
di, brent, wilson, shaun n the other open day com pple! hey hey hahas after all the s*** we've been thru, open day's a success! yay really thankful for all ur help esp for deco! hahas. di, brent n bear esp, for helping deco comm putting up deco n printing all the cards n banner! yay we all rock! hahas =)
37th SC! heyS! thanks soo much for all the help u all gave us during the OD preparation period! yup, next up is hello, hello, halloween! hee so cool! yupz, jiayou okies?! n sf too!! i luv all the councillors! =P
any of the CCA leaders who happen to drop by! hey thanks for helping our comm by giving us the banner dimensions yeah! it kinda helped in the allocation =) hahas.

actually, on the whole, NJ rawks! hahas. was really busy on OD itself. we all met up early in the morning at 7 in the council room n sprayed our hair red for all ushers! how cool is that?! ;) hahas. yeah, then had summore briefings n then all of us helped to shift the boxes of goodie bags from the students lounge to the souvenir booths. tiring but still ok. but started to sweat A LOT! haha yepz. then we basically juz rested for a while before the crowd started streaming in. was at the atrium booth for awhile then decided to go help out at the grandstand ushering booth coz they had a lack of ushers. hmm cant rmb much actually, juz tt i kept running up and down the steps n slopes, all around the school. but it was fun! esp once OD officially started, the crowd was HUGE! it was juz so heartening to see such great response! great job di!! =) pub rawks!! WooHoo~! hahas. yeah then after some time, eileen n her clique came. ushered them ard n was actually quite slack, coz they started off by trying out softball at the softball booth. stayed there waiting for them for a long time as almost all of them wanted to try out. then upon request, we went to the rockwall and while some climbed, a few others went to sl to enjoy the aircon =) nice! got to rest for awhile again. aha. den we walked a while more n some were hungry so we went to the canteen. but halfway thru, yanyi n her grp of frens came as well! n since mich was there, she took over me n i ushered yy, wanling n wanzhen n their frens around. think we kinda ended up slacking again. hahas. yy said she wanted to stone juz awhile after entering the sch but after tt they din complain alr since it was soo happening! haha or at least, the sch was nice! hahas. brought them ard the sch n sorta introduced the sch as well. then some wanted to watch the performances so they stayed at the linkway while i went back down to see if i cld help out again. haha but was really tired so was stoning at the booth i think. oh yeah! i saw mingfeng! ahahas. n he saw me too! hee but cldnt talk much coz i had to rush off :S oh well...

haha. cant rmb much alr. think im suffering frm short-term memory! oh no. heh. yeah but anyhows, OD was so cool! after that cand n kenny came back with 2 cakes to celebrate our 100th day as the 37th! so cool too! haha. the cake was nice but most of us were stoning alr! but it was still nice! hahas. went home a while after sleeping. hee

hmmx. btw, today's youkai's bdae! HaPpY BiRtHdAy!! hahas. went to ps with johannes n the bdae boy to celebrate =) we watched white chicks! hahas.sooo lame! goodness. laughed until i almost had stomach cramps! hahahs. quite a bimbotic show actually, but it was nice =)

ooh okies, shall reply to tags before i go sleep!
ahlam! hey hey yup, our promos r over liaos! haha eh jiayou for ur A's okie?! u can do it!!! jiayou xiaorui!!! hahas. take care! =)
shuhui! hey dear! thanks! haha pub rocks too! did i mention?! hee =) jiayou for SF deco okie?! luv ya! =)
duffy! heys! haha thanks n kudos to soc too! our goodie bag was so good it ran out after awhile! great job too! hahas. take care! =)
yen! hey!!!!!!!! hahas. thanks YEN too for all the work u've put in! hahas. yeah man no more u-noe-who! hahas. take care yah! n reply to my letter! ahhas. *hugs* jiayou for pw okie! hee =)
aud! haha thanks yeah! i'll see if i can see u soon! hee take care n luv ya too! =)
andre! hey hey joker! hahas. yay im promoted! :p lols. anyhow, take care okies?! n all the best for ur tests! =)
caijie! hey dear, thanks soo much for ur msg! hahas. it totally brightened up our day n we're soo touched by it! haahs. u can do it yah! n its healthy to climb stairs everyday! ahaha. hope to see u nxt yr! in the meantime, jiayou for O's okie?! take care! =)

okies, i need lotsa sleep! haha take care everyone n nitez!!! =) OD rawks! hahas =P

posted by linez @ 11:09 PM

i wanna fix my comp! haha i still cant blog n its getting irritating =(
ahhh... nvm

hahas anyhows, im finally back! WooHoo~! hee =) been really busy the past few weeks trying hard to mug for promos, settle open day stuff n i dunno wad else. haven touched my comp in a long long long time!

ProMoS arE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yays! =D phew~! i have been waiting for this time for as long as promos became "part of my life", or so to speak. almost everyday was spent trying to cover as much as i cld, wadeva the tchers have gone thru throughout the year. n gosh, 5 subjects (including gp) is really no joke in jc! it seems a lot less than the no. of subjects we did in secondary school but the workload is almost the same, if not more. n i dare say, nj's being slack alr. if they really rushed thru the whole syllabus, i'll bet most of us wld DIE!

all the papers i took were quite ok for me i guess. or maybe its juz coz i feel numb alr. dunno whether i shd feel happy or sad or anxious or anything else. i wld juz go for the paper n see how it goes. sometimes its a good thing i guess. no stress =) haha

anyhows, after the last promo paper, ie econs papers 1&2 yesterday, most councillors stayed back to help shift the stuff frm council room to the small room in the sl. n then open day com ics had a meeting to discuss n clarify n try to settle open day stuff. AAAARRRGGGHHHHH it juz makes me pissed thinking abt SOMETHING. but nvm, only those involved or those i complain to will understand. haha. yeah so aniwaes, after the never-ending meetings, youkai, johannes n i went to town. din noe if i shd have joined my class, which had gone to town immediately after the econs paper. but in the end, i still decided not to join them n went with youkai n joe instead.
went all the way to town n we din noe wad we wanted to eat! heh n the 2 guys were like waiting for me to decide :S n i was clueless lah! ended up eating fastfood. hahas. n guess wad?! i saw mingshan!!!!! =) haha. we had juz put our bags down n wanted to buy food, then i saw this really familiar face! it was ming! haha gosh, i juz said "i miss u!" n hugged her! hahah oops, her bf was juz beside her lah. we juz talked for a while n they left. n once they left, youkai n joe were like, "where're ur mannerisms?! her bf's juz beside her n u hugged her!" lol. oops.
andre met up with us at cine to watch a movie. haha but we cldnt decide on wad to watch! youkai n andre wanted to watch the exorcist, but i said NO! haha lucky joe din wanna watch too :P dun wanna get freaked out! heh. yeah so we ended up watching DODGEBALL instead. gosh, it was really lame! like, super super lame lah!!!!! hahhaas. the storyline was quite predictable and the characters were kinda typical. but still, it was quite ok. haha. laughed non-stop! relieved lotsa stress!!! =)
almost wanted to watch another movie but we ended up stoning. hahas. decided not to watch anws. n we juz walked ard aimlessly. we almost went to look for dodgeball after watching the movie! ahas. but cldnt find the ball. lols. ended up in the mrt station anws, n went home. n guess wad?! i saw Manu! hahas. oh gosh, i really miss pre-u sem lots!!!!!!!!!!! heh.

oh yeah, before i forget, come for NJC OPEN DAY!!!! its on 16th October, 10am-3pm!!!!!!! u'll get to see lotsa stuff in nj! hahhaa really really =) its gonna rock! oPEN DAY RAWKS!!! =)

ahh i miss my blog. hee. shall reply to the tags tt have made my blog less stagnant :)

brent! thanks! =) yay promos r over!!!!! hahaah gotta rush for open day yeah?! but dun stress k!! take care loads! =)

mich! hey dear! ILU ILU ILU too!!!!! =) take care loads too! *hugs

cand! hey hey! yay promos r finally over! =) hope u're doing well okies?! n the refurnished sl n council room rawks! take care lots too dear! =)

ming! my fellow ming! oops forgot to intro my frens. heh. anyhows, hope u're doing great yeahs?! hope to see u all soon again! i miss 4L!!!!!!!! =)

caijie! hey girl of course i rmb u! hahas. hmm, juz think positively okies? think u shd have seen my tags. hahas. take care loads dear =) if u need more help deciding, u can come for open day yeahs? i'll be able to talk to u a lot then :) hehe take care!

ookies, its been a long time ive last blogged! haha hopefully its less stagnant now. heh. n take care everyone! =) gonna sleep now! hehe nitez! =)

posted by linez @ 11:52 PM