Wednesday, March 31, 2004

really dunno wad to say. if she doesnt like it here, FINE. not like im gonna do anything... not like i even bother to. haix. wadeva. shall not elab further. =)

hahas anw, our class was damn slack today!!! hahas. the timetable was only for the arts pple. but our class pple still went to sch, coz of the admin talk frm 0800 to 0900. then after tt talk, we were FREE! oh man.. went to sch for almost nothing. actually, make tt totally nothing. the first-intakers heard the talk alr! damn! stoned outside the general office for some time, then we finally decided to go to serene's macs. haha breakfast! n soo coincidentally, pple eating egg mcmuffin meal sat in one row, n those eating sausage mcmuffin meal sat on the opposite row! is tt coincidence or wad?!?! hahah k dun think anyone will understand. but anws, after stoning there for very long, we decided to go to town to kill time n maybe watch movie! hehs

went all the way to ps. then checked out the timings. but mich n i din wanna watch the eye! haha yc took a looooooong time trying to persuade us to watch. but still, to no avail. hehs. actually, we kept persuadin them to go ahead n watch w/o us. haix. budden they were like, if wanna watch, watch tgt. so in the end, we din watch. felt kinda bad, but... oh wells~ haha but when we left, mich commented abt bowling n suddenly, yichao brightened up! haha v funny! hahas he was suddenly HyPeD up!!! hhaha cute! lols.

yepz so after tt, we went bowling! ahaha kept rushing, coz we wanted to make full use of our money. hahas. but it was still quite fun! hehs. but the 2nd game was cut off. gonna go back on time the next time, so tt we can play as much as we want! yesh! hahs. then the rest had to go back for cca. haix. so only kim, mingfeng n i were left. haha mingfeng's funny! haha k nvm

2 lectures tmr! WoW.

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Angels Brought Me Here by Guy Sebastian

It's been a long and winding journey,
But I'm finally here tonight picking up the pieces walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling when I look into your eyes

My dreams came true when I found you; I found you, my miracle

If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness of me
You will know it would be clear, that angels brought me here

Nothing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your LOVE
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true right here in front of you my miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayer
And if you could feel the tenderness of me
You would know it would be clear, that angles brought me here

It brought me here, to be with you
Ill be forever grateful, forever thankful

My dreams came true when I found you my miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers, oh...
And if u could feel the tenderness of me
You would know it would be clear that angels brought me here

You know i love you baby
And if you could feel the tenderness of me
You would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here

yesterday's orientation 2 was fun!!!! hahas. though quite a few classes ponned... but still~ hahas it really bonded our class!!! n the 2nd-intakers as well! haha yepz!

o2 started out like the january one. boring. hehs. but after all the talks, we started dancing mass dance!!! aahahahahaas. missed dancing it manx! haha n the ogls taught the 2nd-intakers parts of the mass dance, n summer-nights! WooHoo~ ahahs. was kinda hyped up! yuppies! then, we went to play games!

hhaa actually, not really looking forward to the games, but we went anw. hahas. stoned at the grandstand while waiting for the rest to arrive, n the games to start. n they played bridge. yepz. played some three-legged captain's ball. kinda sian larhs. haha n i paired up with yz, which was a huge mistake. haha coz both of us have zero sense of balance! haha so... we were like, hopping ard, then finally gave up n stood there n stoned. hehs. but we still won anw! WooHoo~! yeah. then played some other games tt i cant rmb le.

yeah. hah n did i mention?! our og kept growing!!! ahhas frm our mere 24 or 25, pple frm other ogs tt were too small tt they cldnt do anything, pple frm our temp class last week, pple who crashed n so on n so on, ALL JOINED OUR OG! hahahs so, our og became a 30++-strong og!! hhas. cant help it tt we're sooo attractive right?! ;)

yepp. reflections. was kinda touching. gosh... some pple cried. haix. sad. but still~ hahas. our class formed a circle, n threw all our timetables in the centre, coz it was too troublesome to hold onto it! hahas dance party after tt!!!! oh man.. haha some pple said it was boring, but oh wells~ our class was damn fun! hahas. the gals formed a small circle, then we wld like count down, n suddenly hug a guy in the centre!!! haha omg. it was damn funny! coz after tt, the other guys wld surround tt "hugged" guy, n try to strip him!!! hahhas sean's was really hilarious! hahas coz he was on the floor alr, then yc suddenly lay on him, then almost all the guys piled on top of them! hahas WoW! yeah. then we spotted this bloodstain on sean's shirt sleeve. ahhas n some of the gals thought tt he was injured or sth, but it turned out to be frm yc's pimple!!!!!! AHahaAHHAHahaHhahaHAhAHaHs. OMG!

hahaha danced like crazy with my class pple! esp yefan! she's good lors! hahahas. yeah. n dance party ended with us all dancing the mass dance!!! haahs. yepz! eugene n brady came back! lol.

n then, we went for dinner as a class/og! hahas. talked to the ogls n all tt. yepz! n O2 ended! haix. sad. no more fun le! haah well tt's only for now. hehs. our class was fun, is fun n will stay fun! YES! =)

Sunday, March 28, 2004

guess wad?! my comp's CRAZEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha oh wells~ yeah! its really weird! haha even my uncle, the comp expert in our family, was baffled by the problems. hahhaa is tt powerful or wad?!??!?! lol. hmmx. imagine opening an explorer window, n seeing a HUGE yellow window tt says "u r visiting PEDO siteS!" haha oh man... i din even noe pple r THAT extreme. hahaas it cracked me up more than it scared me... :P

hmmx. went to the mandai colmbarium this afternoon. woke up at the usual time-damn early. haha oh wells~ coz its one week b4 the actual qingming, so muz go n "pay respects" to my grandad. hmmx. din go last yr(the first yr our family had to go) coz i was sick, so it was an eye-opener for me. hehs. din feel as sad as i thought i wld be coz of his departure. guess i've learnt to accept it! yes... life MUZ go on... =) no matter wad, even though they're not with us anymore, memories will live on 4eva in us. :)

hahaha. feeling HAPPIE today!!! hahas! hmmx. tt's a good thing, i guess...?! haha =)

orientation's tomorrow! one day only, but i hope it'll be a blast! hahas dance party in the hall...?! *thoughtful*... wad if it disintegrates?! omg. haha kk nvm. a little too HyPeR alr. ahhaa ciaos! =)

Saturday, March 27, 2004

cheryl's leaving. to join the arts classes. n its all coz of the wrong form. haix. damn sad yesterday. n the poor gal kept crying. oh man... sighx.

nj's admin's really horrible. but i guess we cant really blame them too. according to ms lau, everything's done by moe. oh wells~ this year's jae posting is really screwed up. big time.

oh yah. went to play pool with my class pple yesterday! hahas. frankly, my pool skills r like, hahaha... horrendous! hahas. hmmx. then we all walked to ps. hahhahaa walked past spotlight, then we stayed in there for quite long, laughing like mad at all the crazy things we did with the stuff there. hahaha WoW. after tt, some of them wanted to watch movie! hehs. stoned there while they decided. but, in the end, they decided NOT to watch. haix. wasted lotsa time. hahaha but crapped lots too. wells! that's how our class pple bond too... right?! right.

hmmx. still deciding on wad cca to join. first 3 mths r over, n i really wanna see wad cca i can n shd join. no more joining blindly. haha. greenlink's ok larh, but... i feel cca-less, coz most of the time, there isnt anything to do. i dun even receive notification for meetings or wadeva, n the board is updated only once i awhile?! hmmx. or maybe there really isnt anything. i dunno. haha but most prob, i'll still stick with it. lols.

there's physics test next week!!!!! better go study alr. haha byes!!! =)

Thursday, March 25, 2004

YAYS!!!!! my comp's okay!!! hahahas. yupz! hmmx. realised tt there was a virus in my comp the other day. oh man... it was like testing my patience or sth. it was soooo sloW! ahas. but nvm! its ok now!! n tt is all tt matters!!! =)

went bowling with yc, ant, youzhi, kim n kairu at cdans yesterday. haha actually din feel like goin coz not even sure where it was! hahas oh well... but i still went anw. hehs. played 2 games. my first game was the best. but after tt, it was bad all the way. haha n my hand still feels funny. oh wells~ brady n eugene came halfway. yepz! then played another 2 games with them. hahas it was really lame! esp brady! omg... hahas k nvm. anws, after the whole thing, i wanted to rush home coz it was like, kinda late, n i wasnt supposed to be goin out after the hols alr. haiz. ahha but even though i wanted to go home early, the bus din come! gosh... n i din even noe how to go home, so decided to take a bus to woodlands mrt, then take train home. haha. lucky i wasnt alone. hehs. or else, i'd surely get lost. *bleahx* hmmx...

oh wells~ haha its thursday alr!! hahas got to noe the other attachment 2nd-intakers better. haha. n they all say tt our class is very FuN!!!!! hahas. stoned for a few hrs in sch today. there was NOTHING to do! gosh.. hais. so our class played mafia unsuccessfully. then, we played double wacko. hahas. with the second-intakers. hahaha it was quite fun larhs! haah at least we got to rmb their names! hahas. n yichao n ant were up to their usual crappy stuff again. haha poor youzhi. lols.

hmmx. we slacked all the way till after break, then it was physics lecture. then lunch break. hehs. after tt was chem, econs n maths c lecture!!!!! sheesh... lectures all the way!!! omg. it was an achievement to survive tt man.. hahaha esp chem lecture. it was really boring! or at least, the env was sleep-inducing. haix. maybe they shd rebuild LT 1 or sth. haha oops.

oh wells~ this week's ending alr. haha. but class posting's not out yet. ningru n jeekai's appeal was successful! bliss n kavi's too!!! hahas soo happy for them! but, still waiting for cheryl's to be approved. really dun want her to go. sighx. lets juz wait n see. hopefully, the sch is nice enough to let her get back into science. oh well...

Monday, March 22, 2004

first day of sch today. hmm. saw most of the second-intakers. ahhas. was kind of sad, yet excited! hahas. sad, coz our class wld nv be the same again. but excited, coz many of my frens r here!!!!!

oh wells~ met kahyen n crystal at the nj bus stop at ard 7. there was a whole sn congregation as usual. haha wad's new...?! hmmz. lotsa different emotions ard there. haix. many were sad at getting to nj. some pple were even thinkin of goin back to aj. felt kinda... weird?! hehs. i dunno. juz din expect them to dread coming to nj tt much. haix. nj's not tt bad! really! maybe its juz the beginning. haha oh wells~ i felt like tt too at first, din i?!

hmmx. had assembly. stoned at the atrium with all the sn second-intakers, then they had to go to LT5 while we first-intakers assembled at the parade square as usual. yepz. caught up with many class pple. haha =) but. many pple saw tt i was really tanned. haix. n my face is peeling. omg. its really THAT bad. k anw, they announced tt we wld be having LECTURE later in the afternoon. gosh... it's juz the FIRST DAY OF SCH!!!!!!! hais. felt kinda sian alr.

hahas. yeah then was the registration n stuff. hahas our class was having lotsa fun again in LT1 while waiting for our turn to go register!!! haha n guess wad?! our ogl's ahem was our councillor for the day. haha WoW. n guess wad?! the grp of 2nd-intakers tt joined our class consistted of kahyen, crystal, yueyiao n sihui!!!!!!!!!!! ahhas sooo happy to see sn pple!!!!! lols.

then, our class went to stone at the upper oasis. n i really mean STONE. hehs. spent lots of time juz doing nothing. dunno y, our class juz did not act like ourselves. kinda scary, actually. then, after wad seemed like ages, our class dragged ourselves to physics lecture really reluctantly. hehs. n we were moaning n groaning all the way. wow. wad a nice start huh?!

eugene n brady came back to meet us n we all went to j8 for class outing. hahas ate n then stoned again. hahas. oh man... but funnily, with those 2 rafflesians ard, it seemed more... interesting..?! hahas n i wasnt the only one who felt the huge change. hahas. tt's good, i guess. =)

oh well... haha things will get better, won't they?! hahaha hmmx. S13 will remain as FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! =))

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Institution Posted To NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Posted To SCIENCE / 27S

hahha yupz! i got into nj! lols. feeling really... relieved, i guess. hahas. but some frens din get into their first choice. oh wells~
to those who got their first choices:: congrats!!!! =)
to those who din get their first choices:: well... juz take it tt the system is screwed up. yeahs.

Friday, March 19, 2004

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

hahas got this frm a test linked frm dunno which blog. hahaha =)

sighx... hahhas went for 04S13 class outing yesterday!!!! ahahs it was really fun!!!!! =))

hmmx. met mich on the train at dhoby ghaut mrt, as planned. hahas. then we took NEL all the way to harbourfront to meet the rest of the class. hahas saw youzhi n wenlin stoning there alrs. ahhas n we were early even though mich missed 2 trains can!!! haha WoW. hmmx. then ruixia arrived after tt. then the 6 of us(plus qijun) stoned for a reall looooong time while waiting for the rest of the class. hahas. n yefan seemed really irritated by yichao n his lateness. ahhas the 2 of them r really cute tgt!!! =) soo... after more than half an hour of waiting, those who were coming came. haha then we set off for sentosa!!!! =)

hahas. took a bus to siloso beach, coz the bus was there when we arrived. hahaha oh wells~ eugene led the way to this really "nice" area where we can play beach volleyball n all tt. hahas but, after walking the whole journey on sand, we realised tt tt area was under construction!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaahhh hahas oh well... then we juz decided to stay there. haha. sat on the sand with mich n juz stoned for a while, while kim n yichao swam, wenlin, yefan and anthony dunno did wad in the water. ahahs. then, we lay down n juz enjoyed the HOT sun... hahas juz din feel like moving. lol. but aniwaes, soon after tt mich, youzhi, eugene, brady, kim , ruixia n i signed up for the package= $4 per person, to kayak, play beach volleyball for the whole day. hahahs. it was FUN!!!!!!

played beach volleyball for a while, coz there werent enough kayaks available. haha but the sand was SOOO HOT!!!!! omg. hahas kept trying to bury my feet in the sand coz it was cooler below. hahaha kinda stoned throughout the
whole game other than picking the ball n trying to serve unsuccessfully. hahhaa... n finally, someone hit the ball soooo high n hard, it flew all the way down, into the water!!! omg!! n then everyone din feel like leaving the COOL waters!!! hahaha... played for awhile more while looking out for available kayaks. lols.

hahas shared a double kayak with mich. hahas it was very very FUN!!!! hahaha yichao was like, swimming frm one kayak to the other n juz tagging along. when he came to our kayak, OMG. hahas there was this extra weight clinging to the back of the kayak, n mich kept shouting!!! ahhaa but it was nice though. hahas n yichao really helped lots!!! lols. when we finally got sooo tired of rowing without moving, he became our "motor" n moved our kayak!!! hahaha THANKS!!! =)

hmmx. after getting to this island-like area, mich n i juz lay on the sand with our bodies half-submerged in the water. hahas n we used all the small pebbles to make out "S13"!!!! haha very nice!!! =) budden we hadta leave soon, coz think almost 45 mins were up, n we were supposed to let others use the kayaks too... hahas. took a few photos on the kayaks, n i tried the single kayak!!! ahaa dman fun!!! lols. was rowing abt for a while, budden the tide became so high it was better for us to get out. hehs.

haha then we decided to go swim!!! ahaahas the water was sooo inviting!!! n we were wet anw, so... yeah. haha went with youzhi n mich n brady to the farther end of the beach n soaked ourselves in the water. hahas it was damn nice!!! n then, we stoned in the water again. hahas oh wells~ cant help it yeahs...?! we're the stoney class!!! hahas.. ok tt's lame. but the weather was really very nice yesterday. hahah we swam frm the main island to a smaller island opposite. a very short distance. hahas cant believe i din dare to swim over. haha youzhi was the brave one. yeah... haha believe it or not. lols. yeah anws, he swam over once(expedition), swam back to report to us, swam over with brady n back again, n fetched mich n i there. haha GOOD FOR U! lols. =) hmms... then we walked up the slope to this rocky area. n the view was soo interesting!! hahas fascinating!!! =) there were ships(DUH!) n rocks(haha even more duh!). the water seemed very deep, though. hahas no sandy beach n all tt. hahahs n we juz stood up there n yelled! hahah it was nice!! lols. but it seemed kinda crazy. haha then we screamed one more time tgt, then all of us rushed back. lols.

ate chips with kim, ruixia, mich n yichao. haha while watching the guys playing beach volley. haha n sandra n her fren came to join their game. budden it wasnt a game at all... haha they looked kinda bored coz of the really BAD standard of the games. haha too bad... lols. played beach volleyball again. haha n i continued stoning. lols. the sun was getting real hot!!! hahaha but a while later, kairu came with FOOD~!!! omg!! hahas it was heavenly!!!

then, the rest wanted to go walk somewhere else. kairu, mich n i stayed back to look after the stuff n juz lie n relax in the sun... n tan too. hahas had a hard time covering my eyes, coz i was soo afraid tt my contacts wld melt!! hahas. hmmx then i decided to lie on my arms instead of on my back. hahs tanned the back of my neck though. *ouch* hahaha oh wells... we lay like this for quite some time, then it was soo hot, we decided to soak ourselves with water. hahaha budden once we did tt, we felt like eating!!! ahahha so, we went to this cafe n ordered some snacks. everything was sooo hot! had a hard time eating the food. but it was ok larhs. haha then youzhi, eugene n brady came to join us. n they ate toos. haha oh wells~ crapped along with them again, like always. hehs.

then we decided to go swim again!!! haha omg! we were like, in n out of the water for dunno how many times!!!!! n we took the huge float, so we cld lie on it n float... hahas. fun!!! =) mich took the bright PINK one, while i took the bright GREEN one. had a hard time getting up the float!!!!! hahas. n mich floated soo far out, youzhi had to swim to fetch her. hahas very funny... hmmx. let kai use the float for a while n i clung onto her float coz i din wanna step on seaweed!!! ahas n then i became her "motor". kicked all the way out frm shore, then we din noe where to go, then floated back. hhaa

yeah n we stoned there again. went out of the water once coz they saw lightning n all of us heard thunder. hahs but when we went back to where our class's stuff was, the sun was out again, n we walked all the way back! hahha WOW. i bet the pple there though we were crazy or sth. haha they saw us leaving n a while later, we were laughing all our way back. lols.

then our whole class played beach volleyball!!!!!! ahhas it was really the best game manx!! haha then towards the end, ant n yichao started burying mich's legs up to under her knee!!! haha WoW. she had to stand there for a reall long time!! hahas. poor thing... =)

OH!!! did i mention i saw ruijun n her class pple??!?!?!?!?!?! hahahs. kept missing them while the others were walking ard, but then they came to the beach to walk walk!!! hahas soo happy to see her!!!! lols.

oh wells~ our class went to harbourfront hawker centre for dinner. ahahs. shared kway teow, hokkien mee n prawn mee with kairu n mich. ahahs delicious! lols. but we got very full frm drinking the sugar cane juice, coz the prawn mee's tomyam soup was sooo spicy! n hot too!!! hahas. had an adventure eating..

thought the whole class was going to mich's house after tt as planned, but at dunno which stop on NEL, everyone but eugene, yz, brady, mich n i left. hahas got cheated!!! aahhh but still~ we went to her house for a while. ahhas. crapped lots on the way again. hmmx. had to go to mich's house, coz i HAD to use the toilet! hehs. cldnt laugh much on the way there... *sobx* laughing's my life! haix. well~ we juz went to her house, i rushed to the toilet, we looked at mich's room for a while, talked for a while, went out of the house to talk while waiting for my mum, n then my mum came n we left. ahahas it was sooo fascinating to squeeze 3 guys, me n my sis in a car tt isnt very big. ahhas. they seemed to be suffering in the car! lols. oh well wad to do... ;)

hmmx. hahas not going to say anymore abt missing everyone n all tt sentimental stuff. juz one phrase: I LURVE 04S13!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

hmmx. oh wells~ went back to sn at ard 3. hahas waited for mich to walk back in tgt. haha waited at the macs bus stop. hmmz waited for a while, then decided to sit. haha then after a while, this old man came n sat beside me. haix. made me think of my grandfathers again. sighx. miss them... oh wells~ guess i'll juz have to accept the fact...?! yeahs. more than one year has passed alr. sighx. losing ur loved ones in less than half a yr is real depressing, but life has to go on right...?! right.

haha kkaes back to the main topic. anws, we went back to sn!!! hahas. went to mmpr to stone for a while. showed mich wad mm is all abt, n the micromouse in action! lols. but only one was available. hehs. coz the other 2 were sent to ngee ann coz of broken sensors. haha... oops. n i heard tt my mouse sensors broke too!!!! sheesh... not my fault!!! really!!! they were seriously working when i left lors... haiz. haha nvm.
oh yah to my juniors:: lol. hahas enjoy doin mouse overnight yeahs?! hahaha =) so cool right?!

oh yeah! went to see choir in action today toos!!! hahaha its cool! lols. n the conductor conducts nj choir too! hahhas she's kinda interesting... hahaha oh wells~! n we ran 2 rounds on the sn track!!! haahhaa felt sooo nice!!! lols. different frm nj track. hahas. =)

hmmx kinda bored now.. haha again. hmmx. looking forward to tmr's class outing!!! yays!!! =)

lols. decided to read some past entries, n coincidentally, i picked the period of last year's micromouse competition!!!! aaahhh... hahaha all the feelings come flooding in again. hehs. kinda miss the atmosphere of the competition. Great World City, Best, auntie anne's, coffee bean, kfc, macs, yoshinoya, etc etc etc.. =)

hmmx. gonna go back to sn later. mm pple r doing mm during their camp!!! ahaha n they're gonna do at night oso!!! how cool is tt?!??! omg... hahhas but only gonna stone with them frm 3 to 6. hahhas i cant wait!!! lols. after stoning at home for 2 days, its time. TIME TO GO OUT!!!!! hahhahas. oh wells~

04S13 class outing to sentosa tmr!!! yepz!!! pple!!! hahaha juz in case, rmb to meet at 9am at harbourfront mrt tmr yeahs?! DUN BE LATE!!!! =)
hahaha I LURVE MY CLASS!!! =)) *grinz*

hmmz. anws~ i tidied my table(s) up!!!! omg!!! hahas. woke up with this sudden urge to clear my table(s). hahahs. n i cleared everything!! hahas. sooo proud of myself!!! lols. hmm... =)

haha cant stand it... keep feeling HyPeR!!!! especially when im online!!! sheesh... hahas oh wells~ isnt it GOOD?! lols. was soo hyper last night, i cldnt get to sleep. haha even though it was past 12?! yeah... haha was chatting with nette on msn. haha n she was like, "i cant keep my thoughts flowing" but i was like, exclamation marks all over!!!! ahhas. pple who i usually chat with shd noe. lols. =)

saturday! 4L class outing!! yesh. hahas put here juz in case absent-minded me forgets again. =) hahahs

In The Middle by Jimmy Eat World

hey, dont write your self off yet
its only in your head you feel left out
or looked down on
just try your best
try everything you can
and dont you worry what they tell themselves
when your away

it just takes some time
little girl your in the middle
of the ride
everything(everything) will be just fine
everything(everything) will be alright (alright)

hey, you know they're all the same.
you know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
live right now.
yeah, just be yourself.
it doesn't matter if its good enough, for someone else.

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride
everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright)

(repeat)

(instrumental solo)

hey,dont write yourself off yet.
its only in your head you feel left out
or looked down on.
just do your best, do everything you can.
and don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright)

(repeat)

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

hmmx. okies. im back! hahas oh wells~ anws, mits is having a camp. frm wed to thursday!! ahhas.

Out Of MY Head by Fastball
Sometimes I feel
like I am drunk behind the wheel
the wheel of possibility
however it may roll
give it a spin
see if you can somehow factor in
you know there's always more than one way
to say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an INDICATION
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too (x2)

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an INVITATION
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too


Toxic by Britney Spears
Baby, can't you see?
I'm calling a guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm falling

There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hint
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm loving it

Too high, can't calm down
Losing my head, spinnin round and round
Do you feel me now?

Chorus:
With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic, I'm slippin under
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that your toxic?

It's killing me
To give you up
I took a sip
From a devil's cup
So lonely
It's taking over me

Tonight
Can't calm down
It's in the air and it's all around
Can you feel me now?

Chorus
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Chorus x2

Intoxicated now
Your lovin now
Think I'm ready now (Think I'm ready now)
Intoxicated now
Your lovin now
Think I'm ready now

hmmx. another stoney day. hahas. realise tt i'll juz switch on the comp, n nv leave the seat! hehs. bad, bad...

oh yah! SN 4L'03 pple!!! class outing planned this saturday!!! ahhas. meet at dhoby ghaut mrt control at 1245 pm!!! we're going kster!!! lols.

haha tt was b4 i forget. lols. hmmx they went to kbox yesterday!!! hahas seemed soo fun!! haha esp yichao. omg. hahas saw the videos. hahaha he was dancing n singing n... i dunno wad... hahas damn funny!!!!! =) too bad i cldnt go... haix. sobx. but nvm! we're going to sentosa on thursday!!!! aahhs cant wait!!! lols. =))

I Promise by Stacie Orrico

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Monday, March 15, 2004

Runaway by Linkin Park

Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

I’m gonna run away and never say goodbye
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. Gonna runaway, gonna runaway.
I’m gonna run away and never wonder why
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. Gonna runaway, gonna runaway.
I’m gonna run away and open up my mind
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway.
Mind
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway.
Mind
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway.
Mind
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway.

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

I wanna run away
And open up my mind (x4)


ahahhas. realised im in my "song-quoting" mood again!!! lols =)

hahaha. i'm good gal today!!! yepz! coz even though youzhi persuaded me to go out with our calss pple, i din! yeah! hahas instead, i stayed at home n cooked lunch for my dad n sis!!! yays!!! =) haix. kinda sad not to go out, budden if i did, then my parents wld be rreeeaaally unhappy. so, y not juz stay at home for once?! haahs so tt on thursday, they wun be too irritated at my absence frm home again. lols. good plan, huh?! ;)

Too Serious Too Soon - Gareth Gates

I wonder where you are
I wonder what your thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe youv'e been crying just like me
I wonder

I don't why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved to much

Chorus
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got too serious too soon

I told you everyday
I told you everynight in every way
I love you
Maybe you got scared
That maybe i had nothing else to say
But I love you

So baby now my life's a mess
'Cause I couldn't love you any less

Chorus
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got too serious too soon

Too soon
It's not right it's not fair
Missing you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

Chorus
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me (oh yeah)
We got too serious too soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon thinking
We got to serious to soon


hmmx this song... always makes me feel.... haha i dunno... but its nice! =)

Sunday, March 14, 2004

hahaha... thanks to wenlin, i've got lotsa online quizzes to do!!! lols. =)

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
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quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


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Crayon Box
You are the Crayon Box. You have a multicolor
personality. You mix well with all the other
colors because there's a small part of every
color inside you.


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You're Sensitive and you'd like to stay that way..
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
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hahhahas im back!!! frm tennis lessons!!! ahahs. not bad larhs. haha first lesson... shall elab more later. gtg bathe! =)

You are not in love but you are not not in love,you
are trying to fined things about the world and
want to fined that woderful one but you cant
fined what you are looking for GOOD LUCK and
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Saturday, March 13, 2004

hahahs -min-: it is!!! esp when i can have control over my tagboard posts again!!! lols =)

hmmx juz came back frm nj. watched ye chuan with min n ky. hahas not bad larhs. rj was good! hahas. but too bad, the mikes were kinda soft. n the lt seemed very noisy. haix. oh wells~ it was still not bad! hahas wendy's performance was good too!! ahaha din noe she had it in her! lols.

hehs. having tennis lessons tmr! lols. =)

wine
You're a Glass of Wine!


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yes!!! im sooo happy!!! i figured out the user id n pw alr!!! yippeeee!!!!! =) lols

Friday, March 12, 2004

aaaahhhh crap. pple, ignore tt tagboard there. its juz some crappy guy faking eugene's identity. how many times do i have to say tt there's really nothing b/w us?! haix. n how great. i forgot my tagboard account user id n password! so basically, i cant sign in to tt account to delete the crap. haix. oh wells...

hmmx. hahas last day of 1st 3 mths today!! ahahas. din feel much, though. hahas. the whole sch was having half-day off today! hahas so our gp lesson was cut in half! only one hr!! ahhas so exciting! lols.

went with the rest of the class to west mall. sean came along toos! ahhaha n we did wad S13 is best at:: stoning! ahahs stoned there for abt 1-2 hours...?! hahas made lotsa noise! lols. but it was kinda interesting! hahas. then pple left one by one. lols. went with eugene, youzhi, wenlin n mich to town after tt. haha coz i wasnt sure how to go back home, so followed them, coz they said they wanted to go to town. hahas. then we cldnt squeeze into the packed train! called home to tell parents tt i was stuck in the mrt station, so cant go home so early. hahas. crap larh, but oh wells~

n guess wad??! we stoned in orchard! omg. ahahs. met yefan n her xiaomei. cine was totally packed with SHE fans lors! WoW. haha squeezed through the crowd to get into cine, but 5 mins after tt, we decided to leave. hahas wad the...?! lols so anw, we walked all the way to marche too, to get funding for mich frm felyna. hahas. hmmx then walked to taka to meet up with anthony. hahas. kinda sleepy after tt.

*yawnz*. hahas going to watch rj perform tmr!! lols. =)

Thursday, March 11, 2004

i bought nj u alr!!! ahahhs. left sch v early. hahas then went to beauty world with wenlin to buy nj sch u. hehs. din really noe our way, so had to call jeremy for directions. hahas n then, we discovered tt it was in beauty world CENTRE. n all the while, we were at beauty world PLAZA. hahas. omg. walked like mad. n worse still, mich called suddenly telling us to go back, coz yichao n anthony they all got caught. ended up being a prank. haix made us sooo scared n walk soo much lors! hhahaa but really relieved larhs. haah

rushed to meet the rest at tanglin mall after tt. yeah then stoned, n after tt youzhi, eugene, yichao, anthony, ngee zheng, wenlin, mich, chenxin n i went to lido to watch movie. hahas. haunted mansion!!! ahhas. quite nice larhs. not scary, though. quite sweet... haha but yichao kept scaring mich, so she was like, screaming when everyone else is laughing?! hahhas damn funny. hehs. hmmx kinda surprised tt i actually dared to watch a scary movie! lols. budden it was not scary. hahas. the show is more lame than anything! haha but really quite nice to relieve stress. lols. but the cinema's real cold can...??! hahas omg. everyone was like, freezing...?! ahhaas. came out with a pair of real frozen fingers. haha n they remained numb till when we left to go home. hahas. thawing in process...

hmmx. tmr's eugene n brady's last day in nj. n most prob youzhi's too... hahas. going off for greener pastures. gonna miss them manx. all the lameness will be gone. hahas. oh wells~ 1st 3 months... not very long to noe ur frens inside out, but really, its long enough to make really good frens, pple whom u noe u can talk to abt anything, even though we were complete strangers juz 3 mths ago. haix. but oh wells! s'pore's not THAT big rights?! yeah haha. its not like its gonna be the end of the world, n we'll nv see each other again! sheesh... this is getting.. i dunno. weird?! hahas. 04S13 will not be the same as well... pple come as others go. wonder how its gonna be like after 20th march. hmmx anyhows, wanna say to everyone frm NJC 04S13 (first 3 mths esp!):: pple... wonder how many of u ever come here. but to whoever who reads this, u've made life real interesting in nj!! hahas. i'll nv ever forget any single one of u. yeah. not one. lols. we muz muz MUST meet every now n then, to stone tgt yeahs?! hahas S13 RAWKS! WE ROCK! hhaahas luv y'all... =)

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

hmmx shall reply to some of the tags... hahas

CrYsTaL!!!!! lols. hi!!! hahas hmmx hope to see u in nj toos! my leg's fine... haha can have pe, but cant run. hahas oh wells~ missing pe's not fun at all.... ahahahaha...

YcubE:: hahas im almost always hyper!! din u noe?! lols. ;)

hmmx. kinda sian day today... as all tuesdays are. hahas. din have chem prac today, but i had to wear my specs. y?! hahas its a long story. hehs. but im gonna say it here. lols. kkaes so anw, this morning, i was trying to wear my contacts. when i wanted to wear the left contacts, i rinsed the lens in saline solution in my left palm. then, i thought i picked the lens up n i jerked my hand real hard to get rid of the extra saline solution. then, i realised tt i din have the lens on my right hand!!!!!! ahahs so i was like, half-blind, feeling ard in the sink for my lens, which i managed to see frm my right eye. hahas. oh wells~ had to disinfect the thing, so i ended up going to sch in my specs! sleepy~~

hmm... last week of the term alrs~! tt's real fast... pple r leaving. real soon. hehs. so, we shd have a class chalet or sth!!!!! ahahahs yesh! during the march hols!!! pple!!! almost everyone HAS to go yeahs?! hahas yeapz! =)

Green Vibes
Your Energy is Green. You are easygoing, stable
and bring feelings of peace and natural harmony
to those in your presence. You have good
perception and awareness about most things, but
you don't apreciated sudden surprises.

You are a natural healer and would make an ideal
physician, office manager, herbologist,
anthropologist, or Accountant.


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Monday, March 08, 2004

hahhas. feeling hyper?! i dunno. beginning to feel it accumulating somehow. hahas. anws! had quite a fun day today!!! hahas though it rained almost the whole day.

sis went for obs today. hehs. brought lotsa stuff! hmmx her huge bag+sports bag+water bottle. WoW. hahas wells reached sch v early today. dunno y oso. hahs. first sch day w/o a maid. this yr. yepz not much diff though. hahas. stoned at grandstand for a long long time, n then only 7 minutes passed!?!?!?? omg. hahas time really passed slowly manx.

hmmx. then during maths lesson, yichao n anthony were sitting beside mich n i! sheesh... damn irritating can?! hahahs budden mich went for choir after tt. some filming stuff. hehs. physics lesson was worse. they were like totally crapping n yeah.... haha u get the idea. imagine a classroom, with 2 gals n 2 guys sitting in the back row, as a physics lesson tt doesnt seem like a lesson is going on. n then suddenly, one guy leans towards one gal's bag n claims he hears sth coming frm the bag. the gal ignores him. he tries to take sth frm her bag. she snatches her bag away, to realise tt her phone's ringing. she checks the caller id, n voila! its the other guy's no. hahaha tt's juz the gist of wad happened. lols. kinda corny... n it happened to me. haix. how lucky. lols.

but anyhows, had pe today!!! hahas actually din plan to have pe, coz of my leg injury. still cant run, even though i badly want to... haix. but anw, it was raining. then our class played captain's ball in the rain! very nice!!! ahahas though a bit cold. lols. but still~ i was the "captain", coz i cldnt run. hahas oh wells~ was kinda shivering there. haha but v fun!!! =))

hmmx kinda bored. nothing to do... or rather, dun feel like doing anything. hahas oh well...

Sunday, March 07, 2004

wow. amazing! i woke up at 5.30!!!!! on a sunday!!!!! gosh... im impressed with myself!!! ahahahs. okok enough of crap. i woke up early NOT to MUG. hehs. went to Changi Airport with dad, mum, sis n our maid, coz she's leaving. *sobx*

hahas. dunno y, juz dun seem to have the same feeling of sadness as when the previous maid left. was kinda surprised at my nonchalance. haha oh wells~ i wasnt v close to her anw. hmmx.

hahaha been stoning in fronta the comp for dunno how long alrs! n my dear dear sis is still SLEEPING!! omg. hahhas oh wells~ she's gonna be out on obs frm tmr. ahhaas

Saturday, March 06, 2004

hmmx. kinda sian now. lols. still in sn. hahas the others r doin mm... except me. haha oh wells~ did most of it juz now anw. =)

there's astro today. dun think im going. hahs. feel like quitting also. juz dun seem to have the energy n interest alr. esp goin home late at night, missing family gatherings n having to listen to parents nagging abt choosing a "better", "more practical" cca. sick of this.

anyhows! im in st nicks!!!! ahahahs. missed it loads. lols. n my mouse is running now!!! ahhaas i miss my mouse! hmmx but the sch hasnt officially bought it yet. oh well... it better do so, asap. hahs. oh yeah n the food in sn!! err.. hhaa okies not exactly IN sn, but the dao huay shop n 7-eleven n cheers n econ. hahahs juz filled with food! gosh... nj's food is good, sn food is good too... gaining loads of weight... not good...

this is getting boring... hahas only left eileen, yanyi, wanling, shingmin n me! in the mmpr... haix the rest r all gone. wonder wad will happen after the sec 4s graduate this yr. lols. good luck to sn, then.

haha okaes. shall go n "help" them. hhahas. =))

Friday, March 05, 2004

hhahas hyper day today. dunno y oso lehz. haha oh wells~!

msged yanyi n eileen this morning, to get them to get the mm pple back to sn tmr to do mm. n according to yy, it sounded like an order...?! hahhas oh well... no time alr!!! n some pple r slacking?! gosh... sn's mm's dying alr larhs.

A levels results out today. nj was kinda filled with j3s. hahaha kinda reminded of last friday. hmmx. n 2 yrs down the road, I'll be the one down there freakin out! WoW. tt's fast!

haha okays. betta go try to do hw liaos. =)

Thursday, March 04, 2004

lols. I WENT TO RJ TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. it was really nice cans... as in, the sch culture n all tt... thought it wld be kinda weird coz of all the very smart pple, n the HUGE raffles population. hahas but it was ok larhs. =) saw quite a few sn pple there too... pauline's in rj too!! din noe tt... wells~

eugene saw his batchmate, who happened to be jospeh ng. n then he brought us ard the sch. mostly the more 'formal' places. then we juz slacked ard in LT5. hahas. tried to contact viv soooo many times, but her lessons ended kinda late... only got to see her for like, 5 mins b4 her pe...?! haix. well anw. went to crash deborah's maths tutorial too. met this hc guy frm tchs, also a fellow crasher. ahas realised he's fos too! hahhaha daowei was kinda crappy, along with eugene's fren... so all in all, the tutorial was damn slack. hahas but it was fun!! lols. coz the tcher's a j3, n there were 3 pple on attachments in tt class, so we juz blended in real well~ lols. so proud of ourselves. hmmz.

went to the macs nearby after tt. n played mafia. then, went home. realised tt rj's real far frm home?! almost got scolded for getting home when its not early alr. hahah oh wells~ it was real nice! hmmx. n i have the badge now!!! omg...

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

nextdoor
Boy Next Door - Your ideal guy is the brotherly and
huggable boy next door. He's always around,
knows you better than anyone, and loves to
cuddle. He's not neccessarily attractive to
most, but something about him makes him
charming and adorable in your eyes.
Turn ons: One word - cute. He gets you teddy bears
and kisses your forehead, loves hand holding
and telling you that he loves you.
Turn offs: He'll screw up somewhere down the line
- but we all make mistakes. Forgive him,
because all he can do is learn from it and love
you all the more!


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